Yo people , I'm alive. Not like you were paying any mind. Anyhow, I just quit my quit then went to Washington D.C. and it's been a wild and crazy mess the past months. It's getting close to SCHOOL!!! I am fully paid and registered and I guess I move in the 20th which is dumb, since it is three whole days before school starts. I have everything a kitchen could need. Silverware, plates,cups, bowls, oh and top of the line coffee maker. I love it having the hook-ups. and I love to cook and cook for people! I'm sure my roomies will enjoy that. i'm pretty settled and all I have to do now is pack and buy books. Can I take a nap yet?

Jen

I'm alive. I promise. Just I have honestly been very lazy. Busy with work and you can't expect me to make time for people. So what's been going on with Jen?
-- I'm lost all confidence in the opposite sex. At this age most seem to have one thing in mind. No, not sex. Rather, they are all trying to find themselves and try to cure their empty space with the company of another. Hoping that the other will help guide their pebble-filled heads. Therefore I've firmly decided that I as well am still trying to glue together the peices and cannot engage in any sort of intimate relationship. So mostly, i go out with my friends every once a week. Try to attend events like CTF and ultimate frisbee. The other day I went to the rangers game.Very interesting. I've also started making clay minis in my spare time. No clue what prompted me to do so, but it is becoming a strange hobby of mine. Then, I have been preparing for leaving home for the first time in my life. My mom is taking it hard , but I've way to keep the peace. Overall I've found a bit of balance that teeters from time to time when I think of those I miss.
I can't wait to have my Austin buddies near-by. I enjoy their company more than I think they know. School needs to start soon.

This is why I am bad at keeping diaries. I fail to follow through on things. Just like an otter. I took a personality test with my cousin the other day and my result was that of an otter. I agree with the findings and am applying it whenever I can. Anyways, I have done very little besides stay home and make things , since I'm too lazy to actucally go out and do things. I did however, manage to make time and go to A-kon. It was awesome! I got to meet so many new people and hang out with love I adore <3 *cough* Eyrn. *cough* Katie. and Debbie. It was such a great gift to my soul. I needed it after long depressing days at work. I hate it so much, I just want everything to be settled and for me to be at San Marcos. I found out today that the school won't let me register for classes yet because I didn't get fully approved for my exemption request. WTF! They have a doctor's note and a lease from another apartment. This is shitty. So I am going to write an angry letter and get my way one way or another. I'm sick and tired of putting up with crap. In life, work etc...I need to get up and do something.

Jen

Sorry I haven't updated. work. work. work. and WORK! It has been great though, I signed my lease for my apartment. YAY! I have to sign up for classses in June. I'm taking a summer class. I watched the Mavs game with Joel and made a new friend, Valerie. Flipped off the world and past mistakes. Hung out with Jessica,and ... let's just say it was funny. Slept for a day straight. Watched TV, played kickball, and did nothing. Sweet. Overall, things. are. dandy.

Date:	2006-05-11 21:36
Subject:	like whoa
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper

Today , it felt Gooooodd to sleep in and get out. So I woke up, went to try and sell some of my books and went to the mall and tried to find a mother's day gift. I had no succcess, but I did get some bubble tea and mochi. ^-^! Then I went to Petsmart and got some ferret food and turtle food. Ate, now I'm watching CSI and drinking up life. I have a date on Saturday-no hooka like I thought. BUT perhaps Friday ? eh.
I'll call you.
maybe.
sometime.
eh.

Been wondering, "Hey, I miss my Jen?" Well, you aren't the only one! Starting May 15th, there will be enough Jen for everyone! Tired of School and Work stealing your desired Jen time? WELL, call today and we'll through in dinner and a movie.

Sleep. Study. Sleep.

--Today, I went to church as usual. Ate at Cafe Brazil. Did some grocery shopping. Fell asleep and did some studying.
-- Tomorrow, work then test then study.
--Tues- Art and Comp. Reli. Final
--Wens-Work
--Thur-Party with the ferrets
--Fri-Work
--Sat-Study
--Sun-- Party with Jesus
--Mon-- MY LAST FINAL.

THE FUTURE SEEMS SO BRIGHT

Ack,I'm almost done with my papers.YAY. A couple more to go. I faxed my paper work for the Ridge yesterday. i didn't get a chance to call to see if they got it today so I am going to try tomorrow. Tomorrow I must
clean ferrets,
write ,study and organize. I really want some bubble tea.Hmmmm...

Date:	2006-05-02 23:22
Subject:	Read my mind
Security:	Public
Mood:	frustrated

I'm taking a quick break before killing myself with my homework. If you don't already know me, here is the low down.

My name is Jennifer Vanessa Martinez.
By some I am called Gwen- the story goes that when I was born my father named me Gwenevere and my mom named me Jennalee , and they together came with Jennifer. Though, my father swears it says Gwenevere on my birth certificate.
My favorite foods include, fruit, sushi, salad, tofu, peanut butter, flan, cottage cheese, cereal and anything with curry.
I choose not to eat meat.
My plan is to be a vet.
In the future I plan to major in Animal Science at San Marcos University
I've kissed 4 boys in my life.
I like to dance.
I consider myself to be a moderate conservative/independent when it comes to politics.
I am Catholic.
I am a SO SCENE. Not really. I wear clothes that fit , and sometimes I dress real girly.
lazy= me
reading=fun
video games=sweet
I don't have a big appetite , but I drink tons.
I exercise often.
I like to self-justify my means.
Annoying habits: not answering phone calls, isolating self, complaining, and a knack for getting in trouble or surrounding with pessimistic stuff.
Some of my music. Sucks. But i like the lyrics.
Some of my music. Rocks. but the lyrics suck.
i tell white lies sometimes, and I'm not sure why.
I want to be awesome.
Coffee is my life line.
People inspire me.
homeworks. tests. kill me.

Date:	2006-05-02 10:57
Subject:	ek
Security:	Public
Mood:	hopeful

Today and tomorrow , study work.Repeat. Oye Vey. I'm exhusted. I'm hoping someday it will pay off . Today I have to go to the Dallas Museum of Art for my art final. All by myself. :( *tear* Then, I have to pick up my dog, eat dinner with the family, I still have to fax my papers for the apartment since the fax at work is a dumb.
I'm hoping to finish my wildlife rehab training at the end of the summer.Yay! But it could be bothersome. We see find out.

Just got back from my trip. It was pretty okay. Some of my co-workers annoyed the hell out of me and being stuck with them for a weekend killed me, that and the A&M /college station bullshit. GIG'EM? No, I won't go to vet school at A&M , because the people there have their head too far up their ass. Yeah. No.
Then I got to my dental lab and lo- and behold the dead dog heads on the table. I realize I've seen it all. It was quite scary cleaning a dead dog's teeth. Thank god I'm back home now, I can do my homework.

I'm off to see the wizard the wonderful wizard at A&M. I'm taking a dental class which I'm looking forward too. On my way there I can get in my Animal CRossing and Mario Kart. Perhaps some homework too. Everything is due this week.
May1st- Court Hearing Essay
Psych. Lab
May 3rd- Art Final
May 8th- Theology and Gov. Final

I need to study yo.I'm going to try and fax my parental sig today roomies just FYI.
Uhhh , that's all for now folks. Post after my trip.

Date:	2006-04-27 20:48
Subject:	WHOA
Security:	Public
Mood:	predatory

Well, I pumped up the computer and the first thing on my screen is..." BRITNEY SPEARS HAVING ANOTHER BABY?"
oH, lord.
Why oh why are only the stupid ones breeding?I love kids, but I'd like them better if their parents would take care of them.

Oh Mister Darcy. Will you marry me?

Date:	2006-04-27 06:55
Subject:	STAB> STAB> KISS
Security:	Public
Mood:	lazy

 Dear Diary,
                   Yesterday, I went to work. It was quite boring. I was scheduled as room helper which means that only walk-ins with nail-trims or anal sacs I got to do. OH JOY!  It was fine untill , oh let's say around 10:00 when a "contaminated" puppy came in and got the Docter in a pissy mood. The puppy had Parvo and I went to High School with the owner so I guess she felt compelled to ask me what to do. What am I to say?Anyways, this Parvo Pup is to be continued .. she took it home to decide what to do. Well the Doctor was in a mood and was being a bitch to everyone and everything. She's too moody. Then again, I am quite moody too. This is when I question being a Vet.  You think it's all about love for the animals, but you really have to deal with the people with their animals.
Then I got home and fell asleep, woke up  and remembered that I have a paper due. CRAP.... Then I have to go to observe court for two hours and write a paper on that. THEN, oh I have to get ready for the weekend, I'm leaving to A&M for some Tech Training. WOO -HOO!!  My friend Trish is going with me... we are bound to get in a  lot of trouble. eheehee.

Love,
    Jennifer the great

Date:	2006-04-25 14:47
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	lethargic

I had something wise to blog about, but  I was too tired and fell asleep. Now it's lost, along with my Psychology assignment. My ferrets stink, my head hurts and woe is me.   I think I gained five pounds in one day after death by pop-tarts and coffee in order to give me energy to get me through all these essays I have to write. It didn't work, so here I am five pounds heavier, still tired and grouchy.
CURSE YOU RED BARON , CURSE YOU!

Date:	2006-04-23 23:25
Subject:	Eh.
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah

Got back from Austin and for whatever reason my chest really itches. Tomorrow is work and I really wish I could call in. Rather, I'd like to spend the day doing my homework and drinking coffee. Oh well, I need for work hard for the money I used on gas. Gas prices right now are really making my pull my hair out. I feel urged to do something, like start a riot to force gas companies to lower prices. Better yet, a boycott. My name could be infamous with celebrities because I was that girl who changed gas prices.
But.
I'm too tired.
Maybe tomorrow after I start my own business.